I have been praying about what the Lord would have me write,
knowing that I did not want to write about a construction project….which takes
much of our time and energy…as it should. We know that it is what the Lord has
asked of us but it is still just an “assignment.” Quite honestly we have a hard
time keeping our priorities in right order these days. In the business of
building a hospital, trying to hear amid the noise of so many voices of how we
should do it., all the while trying to host the endless stream of visitors and
trying to maintain the ministry that we already had going and trying to care
for family….it is easy to just fall into bed at night without asking if this is
how He wants it. I guess that is why I have not written.
There are constants though...the faces of sick children, of
pregnant mamas, of old men telling of hurting knees and backs. These are the
things that keep me steady, that keep me going. To be able to share a bit about
the hope that we have in Jesus to people who find themselves in hopeless
situations means everything. We have been seeing Wilson now for about a month.
Katie and I go to his house every 12 hours to change the dressing on his very
large and deep bedsores. He fell from a tree about 8 months ago and had a
spinal cord injury which has left him paralyzed and in constant pain from a
surgery to try and repair his injury. Jesus is his only hope. Raymunda, aged
10, lost her mama to leukemia a year ago. She is the oldest of 6 and had to
move in with her aunt recently when her dad left. Her aunt has five of her own
children and is pregnant. Pretty hard to feed that many mouths with just a
little corn and a few beans. Raymunda cannot go to school as she shoulders most
of the care of her young brothers and
sisters. Knowing her Heavenly Father’s love for her is her only hope. Last week 14 year old Maria came in for an
ultrasound. She was raped by her cousin when her family had to move in with her
aunt. Her father left 11 years ago for the US and has not returned, nor paid
his debt for his passage there. Mom lost their home and property. Maria’s baby
was dead on ultrasound….
I could go on and on. But in each situation, Jesus is really
the only answer. He is the only hope for this lost and dying world. So I pray
that “the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so
that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.” Romans 15:13